My transformation took place during a prayer vigil around my hospital bed on Easter Sunday, 2008, where I lay in a coma dying of AIDS.
Read MoreI know God is doing something miraculous in my life and the way I see and express myself. "...it is no longer I who live, but it is Christ who lives in me.
Read MoreGod continuously pursued me in love as I was trying to both engage in same-sex relationships and be in relationship with Him
Read MoreI find rest in God and in just being myself. I no longer worry if people assume I’m gay because I’m not 'masculine'. I’m content with who I am. God knows my heart.
Read MoreI made a decision to pursue God for real and to walk away from my crazy lifestyle, and that's when He challenged me to take some risks.
Read MoreIn 2018 I became a follower of Jesus Christ. I let Him exchange all of my brokenness, pain, and hatred for His peace in return.
Read MoreI recognized He was fighting for my life even when I was not, and that caused me to want to know Him. I started reading the Bible in my room and singing to Him as a way of expressing my love and hunger. Along the way, I began experiencing Him as a loving father and His love has never stopped.
Read MoreI have been allowing the Holy Spirit to do the work in me. I know who I am, and I look to Scripture to define what masculinity looks like.
Read MoreNo longer imprisoned by guilt and shame, I can confidently say that the Lord is truly my deliverer, savior, and loving father.
Read MoreI relate to God and people as a true man, with strength and boldness. God, in fact, has taken this quiet, gay boy and made him as bold as a lion!
Read MoreOne night I heard him whisper that my husband was waiting, and for the first time in my life, I felt a desire for marriage to a man. I prayed the most honest prayer I had ever prayed that night, and God answered. Change was possible!
Read MoreMy favorite part about being a redeemed man is that I don't have to fit into the stereotypical boxed-in version of American masculinity.
Read MoreToday I absolutely love being a feminine woman. The Lord healed me so gently yet radically!! Even when I was ashamed of how weird I looked and the fact that I had a 5 o'clock shadow and no breasts, I told everyone I could about what Jesus had done
Read MoreI became part of a family—something foreign, yet beautiful that transformed me over time. Love transformed me.
Read MoreToday, I feel like a new man. The manhood I saw demonstrated by Jesus was a version that I could connect with and in submitting my life to Him, I have adopted His manhood.
Read MoreGod quickly began showing me that I was created to be holy. From that moment forward I could no longer live as a gay man.
Read MoreI asked God to teach me how to be a man and He taught me what godly manhood looks like.
Read MoreIt started with experiencing God's Love
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